part of me says i love you
part of me says i don't
i don't know why both parts can't just love you
you wont let me love you
my heart longs for the fighting to stop
but it won't
one fight leads to another
the tear grows
more pain
less love
i don't know how to end it
i've tried my best
but my heart remains to love and spite you
as i stay here to love you
you make it harder and harder
i want to love you
but i want to leave you
you want me to love you
but you still fight me
you still force the knife deeper into my wrist
even with the blood flowing down your hands
from the knife in your hand
go
make it easier on me
just finish me
leave me and let my heart start healing
you caused to much damage to stay
fade away into the darkness that you have brought me
let someone else come and help me
help me find my way out of my bleeding heart
let me sit in my sarrow
torn in two and left to bleed
love me
hate me
just pick one and leave
-amy lopez
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DAQUrKYtnEA